smash!
my life
its always bullshit there’s always some problem i can never win i can never be happy i will always be alone be unhappy be depressed no matter how hard i try it never works out in my favor i never catch any breaks being sad mad or depressed is all i ever known and is what i grew to be comfortable in because i cant really be let down if im already at the bottom. i once thought i was happy but it turns out it was just fantasy it was a figment of my imagination in my eyes she was it but one day i woke up and saw the reality of what it was and all it was nothing but false hope and dreams it was the only time i felt truly happy but those day are long gone and so was that boy full of hope and love there are times i see and feel small glimpse of lust or love but dont truly know if its real or just to pass the time. its hard to know whats real anymore on the account of so many people being fake and just trying to look cool.over the years ive become more and more careless of things besides myself i dont care if your my friend or not if u like me or not because your here today and gone tomorrow and most likely mean nothing to me. i lived i loved i hated and that the story of my life
